I KNEW It Sounded Familiar! ;-)

I'm still trying to figure out how exactly this new IPAD thing is gonna work. Will you have to buy huge skins for it? Will clothing companies start making bigger pockets?

In the meantime, I think I'll stick with the original:

For all you non-technophiles like myself who don't know what the hell I'm referencing, this is vid from today:

Girltrash TEASE:-)

So a few hours ago I finished day XX as a production assistant on the set of the new GIRLTRASH movie. Back on set in a few hours! Last night, there was an awesome set up that involved Gabby Christian, Mandy Musgrave, Lisa Rieffel, Michelle Lombardo and Kate French doing a musical number outside. I was able to get a few SECONDS (and I mean a FEW, haha) on film for you guys to get a taste of what's to come.

I'll continue to get exclusive footage and interviews with the cast and crew. The goal is to make you feel like you were on set for a day with me/us...cause I certainly wish I could bring you all with me! Stay tuned!

NOTE: If the vids not working for you, please check back in a few hours. I'm workin on it:-)

On top of the car: Gabby. Inside car: Michelle, Lisa, Kate and a top secret actor/tress:-))

Yep, milliseconds:-) But still, pretty awesome. Leave a comment on this blog post and I'll be sure to show the actresses sometime in the next few days!

Black. Gay. Female. Human.

This is part of Martin Luther King, Jr's final speech:


Harvey Milk, from a 1984 documentary:

Well I'm Sold.

Check out these awesome commercials. If you're wondering why you've never seen them before, it's most likely because they've only played in certain (respectable) countries:-)

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Callizona?

I think that's what the kids are calling it these days...


(song: "Sweet Dreams", virtually sexless, yet still highly entertaining lesbian storyline: Grey's Anatomy)

One of my favorite Beyonce songs with one of my favorite TV couples. They certainly don't let them kiss enough on the show, but it is my belief that if we all close our eyes and wish the same wish at the exact same time, that we can give their storyline wings. Who's with me?!

Probably the Most Personal Thing I've Ever Blogged About...

Each year on New Year's (since 2007), I've posted this video on the site because it reminds me SO much of you guys.

Some of you were readers when I posted this a year ago (and some the very FIRST time I did years ago!), and some of you are new to the site. But all of you really mean the world to me. Every year, no matter what we all go through individually, it is my hope that you/we can come back to this site and know that we aren't alone. You guys remind me of that every single day through your comments and your emails and public & private messages. The dozens I get each day from women (and some men) from all over the world, all ages, races, walks of life, etc.

2009 was personally one of my most difficult. The end of 2008 was a rough time as well...and I'm just SO grateful to be here typing this right now. I hate to get into it because there's no way for it not to sound dramatic. But I like to be honest with you guys because even though I'm opening myself up to the chance for judgement when I make myself this vulnerable publicly, I know that there is SOMEONE out there SOMEWHERE who gets helped by it. And to me, that's all that matters.

I haven't mentioned it til now because I was trying to figure out the most appropriate time, AND building up the courage to do it. The truth is, back in May of 2009 I reached an extremely weak point in my life where I was on the brink of suicide. It was planned and ready to go. Letters written. Decisions made. Hope lost. I was lost, I was hurting, I was in a VERY dark place mentally and emotionally.

If I went into detail about all of this here, it would take hours to read. So I won't. But I'm an open book and if you have questions, you can ask. You can ask here, or you can get in touch with me through email or on facebook. If I don't answer right away (or even at all in some cases), please don't take it personally, and please don't be upset with me. I get lots and lots (and LOTS) of messages each day, and when I then open it up and invite even more messages, its literally too much to answer. BUT, what I promise you is that I WILL read every single message I get.

It was through the help of my mother and a few close friends that I was able to find the strength to not go through with it. And now I'm so happy and literally *full* of life. To me, every day feels like a gift. Every breath feels like a chance at something. And I feel so incredibly humbled. To think that at some point I was going to take away something voluntarily that others lose by accident and illness and in other ways EVERY SINGLE DAY? I'm grateful for the wisdom this has given me.

You guys don't know this, but you were also part of what helped me stick around. You were most certainly in my thoughts during that time, and I didn't want to let you down, or set a bad example.

If you feel like you are in a place where you could possibly hurt yourself or others, I BEG you to ask for help. If you can't ask family or friends, please get in touch with The Trevor Project (google!). They'll take your phonecall or email 24 hours a day and help you. They're amazing.

I want to leave this on a high note, so I will say this: You (and your boobs) are beautiful! :-D

Lisa Ray & that Sheetal Sheth, Making Out in Yet Another Movie. Any Complaints?

When it rains, it pours. And when Lisa Ray and Sheetal kiss so much in 2 different movies (see earlier post), I gotta post about it. It's just the law of nature. Listen, if Lisa Ray wants me to stop posting about her (she doesn't.) she's just gonna have to stop being so extremely hot, talented and swimming in bitches. I don't make the rules (I do.) I just follow them (I dont.)

This is from a movie called I Can't Think Straight. There is kissing of the lesbian variety in this clip:

Two Reasons 'Flash Forward' Shouldn't Be Cancelled (Even Tho I've Never Watched It)

Reason #1: Gabrielle Union and John Cho, ya know...doin it.

and reason #2: A chef and an CIA agent, both women, who, you know...do it. These vids on youtube have embedding turned off for some reason, so click here<--- to see the ladies at dinner talking and smoochin, and here<--- for more good clean lesbian fun.

A few days ago, I sat next to Gabrielle Union for about 3 hours in a small room, and DIDN't yell out "You better bring it!" or "I said! Brr...it's cold in here...there must be some Clovers in da atmosphere!" And I made absolutely NO reference to basketball (or love, for that matter) of any kind. I would just like to say that it took all fibers of my being to not do any of those things, and I would like to take a bow.

I am now bowing, in my bedroom, in front of no one.

Holler if ya hear me.

That is all.

Help Lisa...Out. Pun Intended;-)

I received this message from a reader in the UK and I'm more than happy to oblige:-) Get in touch if you're interested!

I am a Drama student at the University of Kent in England and I'm in my final year of uni. I study Contemporary Performance Practice and am going to be doing my final performance on lesbian/bi women and their experiences of coming out. However, I want to make sure I get a wide range of ages and experiences so I want to interview people of all ages.

I've read your blog for a few years now and know that you have quite a large following of women of all ages from all over the world. I was wondering if you would be able to help me out and do some sort of announcement for me on your blog so I could get a wider variety of experiences on this issue.

My aim is to interview as many women as possible about coming out and use those interviews to create monologues that will then be performed in a few months time by performers chosen by myself at the University of Kent.

I would really appreciate any help you can give me on this as it's something that I think could be a really awesome project and I'm passionate about turning gay issues into performance.

People can either contact me...on facebook at facebook.com/headfirst4gerard or on my email address lme8@kent.ac.uk. I would love to hear from people via facebook/email but would prefer to do face2face interviews as it makes the whole process more personable.

Yours Sincerely,

Lisa Ellis

Chicks...Making Out. 'Nuff Said.

Cause sometimes you just need to watch chicks make out for 3 minutes gay, without reason...or requesting it, for that matter.

I Know You've Seen This on Shelves for a Few Weeks, But Still...

First of all,



And then also,



I rest my case.

The Movie Unseen?

I'm sure there are a few of you guys who aren't as behind as I'm discovering I am, and who have actually seen this movie. But for the rest of you who are like me and didn't even know it existed until now, I say we all race to the nearest DVD rental place and rent the hell out of this movie together!

I'm excited by the trailer because it seems like I'm going to have to THINK while I'm perving, and I dig that. It sort of reminds me of the vibe of Aimee & Jaguar. And aw...the last few seconds of the trailer are SO romantic. Now how often do you hear me say that??

(The World Unseen starring Lisa Ray and Sheetal Sheth)

...and then what had happened was, these two HOT ASS bitches play a little game called "The Battle of the Stunning Eyes." It's a simple game really, and everyone--including us--wins!

Ahem...someone teach me how to drive stick, immediately!

I've got more clips of these two women together...check the blog later to see:-)

Definitely a Contender for this Blog's Theme Song...

I've always loved this song and vid. I'm sure you can relate:-)